As I stood there arguing with you
I couldn't help but wonder
What to call this new feeling
That I've never felt before.
It was beyond anger
But not hatred
It was more then depression
But not sorrow
It felt like
My eyes were gonna fly outta my head
Like my face was gonna peal off
Like my knuckles were going to be permanently white
Like my knees were gonna collapse
Like if I ever had to look you in the eyes again I would melt
Then I started thinking about
How I could ever even like you
Why you were so mean
How I could be so mean back
Your the kind of person
That makes me wonder who I am
What I believe in
Who I'm friends with
Who I'm not
What I like
What I dont
I dont like questioning those things
Out of all the things in life,
I truely enjoy knowing who I am
But you manage to rip that away from me
You manage to tear all emotion out of me
Until all I can muster up
Is hate and anger
Thanks for destroying me.
Now how bout you go ahead and tell me how that makes YOU feel.
4 comments:
...........Wow. That is a little depressing. Is that about me? or some other person. You can tell me whenever you want to.
no jens. this is NOT about you.
haha Jens! Oh my gosh i just cracked up. I was the first to read this entry, fasho. Ah Scabbby): I miss you. You always have advil and I have the worst headache right now. Comee home. Ily.
jens. why do u think everything is about you?
becuase its not
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